Year 1 Note
Authored
Our eyes peered northward,
Wind turned cloud gathered doors shut,
Now then we are here.
Hello
Hi there, this is my first year note; a summary of my year for friends, family, and internet randos who find their way to my blog. It's a strange edit – some important things will be missed and many a nonsense will be discussed in depth.
Instead of writing a year note in the new year I've decided to write one as every 52nd weeknote. Yes this year note is late but you're not my supervisor! Unless you are... Jake... is that you?
R's Best Bits
Before we get into my summary of the year, here're some thoughts from my partner.
R's highlights:
- Letterbox cheese sandwiches - 52. Teary Note
- Prawn cracker of the future - 51. Filthy Note
- Dog musings - 46. Noisy note
- The balding - 41. Balding note
- Jab chat - 40. Crispy Note
- Mingled ashes - 33. Deceptive Note
- Great dog picture - 19. Avian Note
R's observations (and my response):
- Complaining you are tired in every single one
(I'm so tired, reader) - The note names are my favourite bit
(will I run out of words?) - The house hunt has been longer and more involved IRL than it is in my head
(yeppp) - Why are you always ill
(or always whinging?)
World
It's been a difficult year of weeknotes. We were well into the pandemic when I started and since there has been another lockdown, lots of uncertainty, government ineptitude and u-turn, another-another lockdown, anxiety, loneliness, sickness, death, and tears.
Yikes!
Let's focus more on the positive. I'll just sneak a few titbits of anxiety throughout. The bitter broccoli in the child's macaroni. Nom nom nom.
Move
We moved to Sheffield! Thank you to the few people we know here who have all been so welcoming ❤️
I can't believe we've been here nearly a year. On the other hand it feels like an absolute age ago when I first started writing these notes and we were still living in London. Our neighbour's builders had dramatically drilled their way into our flat, a major remote working distraction, and I must have felt it was worth sharing (1. Meek Note).
We're looking to buy our first home now here in Sheffield, which is theoretically exciting but actually pretty stressful – the market is wild, other people had the same idea.
And no wonder, it's beautiful here; the city is alive with activity and events; there's great food and drink, yes please; and all the green, so much green, in the outdoor city.
We'd been scheming to move for ages. In February of 2020 I attended Front End North, a tech conference in Sheffield. I was there for the very-excellent-and-relevant-to-my-interests-speakers, yes, but mostly – can you keep a secret? Mostly I was there so my company would pay for me to explore Sheffield 😅
Our plan was to have a last blow-out year in London then make the leap to Sheffield in 2021. I could never have imagined then that we'd be moving during a global pandemic and that I'd be able to move and keep my job.
Career
Remote Work
Avoiding a clean leap to Sheffield has been a blessing and a curse.
I'm still working from home almost full time, I haven't got colleagues nearby to hang out with, I'm struggling with being home alone most days, and it's definitely not sustainable. Did you know I'm actually a social butterfly?
I'm not particularly keen on the long commute or co-working spaces whilst the pandemic is ongoing but both could help. We're expected to be in the office at least 2 days a week next year. Will the "new normal" turn out to be better? Or will it be too huge a money and time sink?
In the meantime I should update my LinkedIn profile in case things don't pan out. I'm hoping for the best but feeling lots of uncertainty and anxiety and loneliness over it in the meantime.
Progress
At the beginning of the year I felt somewhat rudderless, like do I want to keep doing what I'm doing? Now I feel more confident.
Hello my name is Lee. I'm a senior software engineer. I'm a UI engineer. A design systems person. And I'm not shit, mostly.
Also this year:
- I've had the opportunity to be a mentor to a couple of mentees which has been pretty rewarding and definitely helped in reverse with my own understanding of the company, our processes, and the technology we use.
- The team have been working more closely with the design team again which is great. I've loved being part of creating a more healthy and effective design system group. There's still a lot to do, which is more exciting than daunting! We could still do with securing funding for a couple of new roles though.
- Recently I've been writing more design guidelines myself and experimenting with custom plugins for design tooling which has been kinda fun. Speaking of fun were're making some big changes to the team's offering, there's lots more interesting things to work on. I'm excited about the direction of the team.
- Feeling pretty flush after a significant pay correction. Hurray for pay bands on the way?
- I contributed to organising some product & technology social events. My baby was a few plant themed events. We have so many green thumbs in the company! Got to admit, I was a teeny bit star struck to secure a talk and Q&A with Jane Peronne.
- And I continued to give talks to share and advocate for the team's work, but better? I recently received a handful of positive messages after an internal talk "you absolutely smashed that presentation". Am I ready for promotion to conferences?
Family & Friends
We've spent lots of time with family and friends this year yet there are still people we haven't seen in ages or for not long enough. We're very fortunate to have such a good bunch. ❤️
Highlights: 2 beautiful weddings, lazy weekends with friends exploring each other's home towns and eating all the pastry, and spending time with my very little siblings – I hope they haven't grown up too much since then!
Hobbies
I just about kept up running 5k a few times a week but that is over. I'm going to build back up. I'm going to start swimming. I'm going to get on my bike – I'm going to get a bike and get comfortable riding a bike on the road then I'll get on my bike. You'll see!
We have a small garden now which was a delight to have in summer. I didn't make the most of it for gardening though, I thought we might have bought a house sooner, or that allotments would be more available. I did grow some chillis again though! They did well. We could hear passersby comment on them regularly, and people would stop to chat whilst I was out watering them. 😊
Of course, there was also plenty of time in lockdown to stretch my dough skills and try some new breads. Oh yes, I need to make a babka again!
Fin
I think that's it! Not it, but enough it for now. I'll share more it next week, I guess!